Tinta Kehidupan

Nights filled with tears
Hoping someone will hear
I try to love
but all that came was fear.
You can't see me
But I can see you
All that I wanted
Was to have something true
So I sleep in a place
That is not my home
Waiting for a life
I can call my own.
I could cry again
But why do such a thing
So as I write this
I can hear her sing.
She is telling me that she will wait
That we will meet someday
She will love me and all of me
To me, he will find a way.
Until then he says
I should go home where I belong.
She will come when the time is ready
And she will sing to me his song.
will it be the one i longed,
will it be in eternity,
the songs i heard,
will it be for eternal